the more boys i meet, the more i realize it’s him i want to be with

So busy all the time! College, college, college, food, food, food, shopping for college, reading for college, paying penalty for delay of college books (as if I wasn’t poor already, damn), doing papers for college, college, college,  studying, college… Have I mentioned college? I am silently and slowly falling apart.

On the bright side, I tried something new in these past couple of weeks – Chinese food! Couldn’t say no to the invitation from The Mister. And so we went to a place called ‘New Shanghai’ in Ljubljana. And honestly, it wasn’t so bad. That shrimp (or is it crab? I dunno) chips was especially and – again – suprisingly good. And I bow to that rice with chicken, eggs and peas – so good! I’d been a little disappointed with the dessert because I expected that ‘magic trick’ of burning the ice-cream, but I only got the regular ice-cream. Oh well, better luck next time. But I also realized that I’ll never be able to hold those damn sticks. Hallelujah for forks!

I was stopped by the police for the first time in my life today. And it was literally SO MUCH FUN. The best first traffic control everrr. Weirdo.

‘Did you drink any alcohol recently?‘

‘*laughing* Nopeee. *looking at him with a serious face* No, seriously. No.‘

‘Are you always so happy when you see the police, though?’

Woooopsie-daisy.

And the best news ever this week? MY BRACES ARE COMING OFF IN MARCH/APRIL INSTEAD OF SEPTEMBER.  FUCK YEAH! Happy hippo!!!

if anyone asks, i’ll tell them we both just moved on

I absolutely hate English. No, seriously, I do. Or maybe I just hate it because I have English classes for almost five hours straight. On Mondays. After already having three hours of a different subject. And three before that. And everytime it’s my turn to talk, I just freeze. Completely. And my heart beats like craaaazy. Like yesterday. I made this awesome plan in my head how I’m going to speak when it’s my turn and then BAM. Nothing. Embarassed much? I give up.

Nevertheless, what else is new you ask? Well, I’m quite settled in our new apartment in Ljubljana and I’m actually feeling pretty good there, though I have a feeling I won’t be on the Christmas list of at least one of my roomates (well, EXCUSE MY AWKWARDNESS). And also, don’t you just hate when people don’t clean up after themselves after they’ve had a shower? Well, sorry but I do. If I can clean my own damn not-so-cooperative hair, then sure as hell you can do it, too. Disgusting. I’m not saying I’m not lazy because I’m probably the laziest person ever, but hello, I really don’t want to swim in someone elses hair. *insert ewww moment* The same goes for cleaning up the floor. I literally clean almost every hair from my head that I can find on the floor in the bathroom after I’ve had a shower (I’m not saying the same for the bedroom, tho. Sorry, Tad, I promise I’ll vacuum it this week. 😛 ) because it’s kind of disturbing to think the next person going inside the bathroom is going to see all that mess on the floor. Charming. And what’s up with taking our toilet paper? Um, HELLO, what about my butt? Buuut, I’m just too much of a chicken to say anything out loud anyways, so for now, we’ll just have to deal with it. FOR NOW.

But so far it’s been a good week (why do I start every sentence with ‘but’ or ‘anyways’? What’s up with that??). Hooray for the holidays, though I think they shouldn’t be called holidays anyways since we kind of mourn and remember the dead. Buuuut okay, if this means I get to go home early this week, then it’s fine with me. Okay, enough with the rabmling.

Oh, hello, random ‘bug-killing device’.

I’ve started my classes at  9 a.m. today and we’ve (we, as in, six girls who have been given the honour to present the book to others. Oh, yay!)  had an hour long talk about a book called ‘Drama je biti otrok’ by Alice Miller. And something extraordinary happened. I spoke out loud. Really. And the professor was somehow so appalled at my question/statement, that he mentioned me later during the ‘real’ class. He said that he would have never thought about me speaking out loud, but hello, a chicken full of surprises here. *a little proud moment* It’s been a good day. And I’m starting to like college a little bit more. Just a little.

Favourite song at the moment? Most difinitely this one.