Go freshman, go. Again.

(i seriously can't stop laughing at this picture, tbh)
(i seriously can’t stop laughing at this picture, tbh)

You wouldn’t even believe me if I told you how many times I’ve tried to write a new blogpost and failed. Why? Well, simply because I don’t have anything smart/funny/any-effing-thing to say. Buuut, because the absence on this blog’s been bugging me ever since I finished with my last exam, I’m just gonna ‘quickly’ sum up what’s been happening these past few faboulous days/months (sarcasm definitely on!).

Anyhoo. As many of you already know, I have decided to transfer to another college this year. Why have I decided this in the second year of this college, you may ask (or don’t)? The thing is, I hated it here ever since the beginning. Okay, not like HATE hate it, but I really didn’t like it and I definitely didn’t see myself doing this job. I soooo baaaadly (you can’t even imagine how badly) wanted to study for logopaeida but I obviously didn’t get in because enrollment limitation was pretty effing high that year – damn you, our smart-as-hell generation! THREE DAMN POINTS away from my dream college. Ugh. Okay, I blame myself. Moving on.

And so, for some reason that’s unknown even to me I put Social pedagogy (is that even how you say it in English?!) as my second option and have hated myself ever since. Don’t get me wrong, professors are A+++, like, seriously awesome people (I mean, of course there are some ‘bad apples’).  My schoolmates are also too awesome to describe; I felt (and still feel) kinda threatened by so many smart people. 😀 Nevertheless, it was just a complete no for me from the start. I dunno, maybe it was because of how I felt about logopaedia college rejection or it was really just because of this college… I don’t know. All in all, it didn’t feel right to me and it still doesn’t.

But, as smart as I am, I said to myself in the first year of SP ‘well, heck, maybe I’m gonna start liking this college in second year, when we’re gonna have to actually work in institutions and such for a few weeks. You know, get a little insight into the whole thing’. So I stayed. And yeah, well, that whole ‘I’m gonna like it next year!’ didn’t happen. My mentor was beyond awesome, though, I couldn’t ask for a better one. But I still didn’t see myself doing this. And so, I have decided to just transfer already. Logopeadia was out of the question since you can only apply for it every second year (you were actually able to apply for it in 2013 AND 2014, too, but I didn’t know that – don’t. even. get. me. started. – but oh well, I still wouldn’t get accepted. One point. Goddamn, it’s not meant to be), so my second-best option was Special and rehabilitation programe (I’m probably saying these names completely wrong. Meeeh, idungiveashit) – kinda the same as logopeadia but not really. So I applied. The only thing I needed to do now was to finish second year of SP college since I really didn’t want to pay my scholarship back or get kicked out of students dorm. It was an ab-so-lute nightmare to get through exams, but I’m finally done.

And one week ago I found out I got accepted to SRP. Yay? I don’t know.

So, here I am. Sending 3000+ papers to the faculty again, writing emails with 3000+ questions to faculty adminitration since I absolutely hate calling people (and obviously no one replies; damnyousummervacays) and just stressing about pretty much everything. However, I feel okay. A lil’ bit excited, even. I am gonna miss my schoolmates, but what can you do. That’s life. And I really hope it’s gonna be a fantastic one from now on (well, as far as college life can be).

Okay, I have a feeling everything above sounded slightly depressing, so here are just a few awesome things that happened/are gonna happen this year: first, I got accepted to a students dorm that I wanted to go since last year but it’s supposedly pretty hard to get accepted so I didn’t really think I’m gonna get in but I did, so A HUGE YAY FOR THAT! I still can’t believe it myself. Also, a shoutout to my new roomate – couldn’t wish for a better one (and no, I’m not saying that so I can suck up to her; she’s seriously awesome 😀 )! Probably helps when our families know each other. 😉 Second, I learned a completely new song on piano (God knows I’m rubbish and too lazy when it comes to learning new songs). This one is next on the list. Yay. Third, my sisters’ confirmation went really really well and yo man, we didn’t fall down in our heels. Absolute win! Fourth, my summer vacays are going great – I’ve already read 3x more books than I have in the last two years, I’ve got a pail full of water outside to chill in (don’t judge me – I’m not going to the seaside this year) and I can finally daydream whenever I like. And last but not least MEĐUGORJE YOUTH FESTIVAL IS HAPPENING IN TWO DAYS AND YOU CAN’T EVEN IMAGINE HOW BEYOND EXCITEDDDD I AM!!

So without further ado, I hope you all have amazing vacations, too and are soaking up as much sun as you can (except if you’re in Slovenia; in that case, I feel you bro).

And a note to self: GO FRESHMAN GO.

Damn, I thought this was gonna be shorter.

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